What if the Soul on Earth needs to center in one place, body, though her nature is to levitate free everywhere and be all at once?

To center the Soul in one’s body offers experiences of the body and mind. Chemistry and its alchemies. Many speak of soul as the actual body, many more can’t tell the difference between Mind, Body, Heart, Soul, which is which, and how can you tell.

Though we all have experiences on Earth, we too know of having unknowns that are very present and yet mysterious in nature to everything logical: Love for everything that evolves, Life as true artistry, Will as force to continue, Grace to unite and forgive, Light behind the eyes, Luminosity of the smile, Radiance of the being, Magnetism of the potential, Innocence in purity of intention...

In many ways, imagination, visions and dreams don’t have body on Earth to land in, they are etherial in nature, and yet produced out of one’s Mind, maybe Heart too.

If I don’t own my Soul as it’s everything and everywhere, what do I own?

If I can’t tell my Heart who to forgive, love and surrender to, do I own it?

If I can’t tell my Soul what to do to evolve, when to surrender, do I own my Soul?

What do I really own, other than my Mind, my thoughts, which creates my own identity “I”?

The Earth offers separateness and limitation of one to experience borders and feel limited in all there is, Mind, Body, Soul, Heart. We learn of should’s and could’s here on Earth, in order to cope with the fact that we must shrink our vastness in size of a sand, feel separated as a one drop in the ocean would feel. To downsize is painful and rapturous in nature, until there is nothing left and sand clock turns upside down to start over again. Counting the experiences, piling them Up. One way is sure, the sense is Upward to no such thing as anything, everything nor nothing.

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In moments of space travels, when you suddenly appear elsewhere, when you have to quickly decide what to do with all that new space, visuals, sounds, plus feelings of shock, surprise, sudden confusion, excitement...guess what? Magic appears to tease. You get teased by Life. Teased by Invisible. Teased by Wonders of the Universe. In the thick of it, handle not knowing what to do, where to go, and how to be, but make sure it is impossibly rational. Get confused. 

Get complicated, complex, messy, unobstructed.

Allow miss guide to stretch you thin and disappear you changed, just like that.

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The moments of initiation are actual, not planned after many planned years of devotion, many prayers, many sacrifices. They occur unexpectedly, bringing new ways as shock to the mind, peace to the heart, contentment to the soul.

The time is precious, it gives many opportunities to realize it's constant death and rebirth, however, awareness of these gaps can only show up in limited moments. We are not there yet, to be fully aware - we will burst if so.

"In moments when I fully surrender to you, take me to the door of initiation, where I die from the Love I feel, to be birthed into new I am meant to experience." 

As if for the first time you realized a missing piece in the puzzle of time as is. Exactly what you needed. 

This unforgettable feeling of first's...first Kiss, first Touch, first Truth, first Leap, first Yes, first Initiation, first Sense of Knowing, Purpose, Idea, Life, Activation...that many more follow right after as 2nd, 3rd... but there is only one ever 1st that will never repeat itself ever again. 

Joy with it.

Humility as the point of me.

But how about new ways of mutual exchange, where not only do we intentionally take time to come together into mutual space of Unknowns , but we also specifically and carefully chose with whom we share that time, that space, that intention, in space where we are willing to open ourselves raw and vulnerable to another human soul, human energy - for the sake of mutual experience and mutual creation. 

So no, I am not only your coach - you are mine as well. The only difference is at this time of your life, you need me to hold the light of your North Star, and remind of it. And trust me, when my time comes, I will need the same from someone, hopefully you my dear friend. 

I love you. I thank you. We are together. And we hold hands.

Vulnerability is Love that's hurting, because we dislike it.

Vulnerability is Pain that's isolated, because something else is more important.

Vulnerability is Need unexpressed, that we rejected over and over again.

Vulnerability is Mirror showing us the way, that we refused to listen over and over again. 

And yet, she is never a choice. She is always present. She is the very base of our structure, upon which we try to build ourselves with values not true to our essence, often to crumble and start over again. 

Until we realize, she IS the Love we always needed. And she has always been there waiting for us to accept her gifts

And when it comes, it does not want to change you nor judge you. It beautifies you. You are now the center stage, you now understand yourself more then any other meaning you have ever given and received, to and from any thing. All your “life work of meanings” is wiped off clean to nothing other then, your own Truth.

And there, in your Truth, your only company is Silence. Reflection.

This gap in the air you breathe in deeper this time, to conclude:

This is who i Am.

This is my Truth.

This is Me.

Well, hello now :)

We all experienced the moments of mind spiraling - it happens when “the voice” of our mind starts listing long list of reasons to “protect” us from something that is “coming to get us”. but this spiraling does more damage to us than it helps.

Real “no” is distinct and felt deeply in the body as simple and absolute no. the reasoning, the spiraling, the lists…stir the fire that multiplies the list menu faster then you can imagine.

Not only do we have hard time stopping the spiral, but really quickly, we are no longer aware of what is happening and are falling under the minds influence - the influence of spiral. our body chemistry changes, our thought patterns change, our mood changes, our relating to self and environment change, everything changes. sun is no longer vital for our survival, darkness is, that pulls you in. What a powerful force.

Ah, if only we can have awareness at all times on.

Ah, if only we are able to jump this gun and proactively stop the spiral.

Ah, if only the battle with mind can subside for a moment and give us time to breathe.

Ah! if only mind can slow down and rest for a moment? yes, exactly.

To rest. To slow down. To calm down. To quite down. To relax. To try on the Silence. Just to try.

Where do you dare to venture without questioning your sanity?

Is far away edge of the universe place where you want to sip on coffee and enjoy the view?

What is out there that you so desire that here and now is not much of a fun? I often wonder if it is just a sense of desire.

I too, dare to imagine bending space and times, making them bigger and non existent, but at some point, like you, I wonder about the limits in space of my own imagination, and what I realized is that the further I go, the less I wonder.

And I like to wonder, almost equally as I like to desire. In the end, I am right here now.

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Why is this important? Because it places you directly in a perspective of your own “value overview”. You don’t need to wait until you’re “gone”, because you won’t hear it by then. And you don’t need to wait for someone else to write it and speak it. You can do it, because you are already living it. Give it a try and see what shifts inside.

This new perspective of Own Values and your Owned Story brings awareness to ownership. The good ol’ ship we lost the sense of, but wait “I carry my own values, with it I own them anyway. Don’t I? And this ship of mine is all I have anyway, don’t I?”

You Story matters, it’s interwoven in the matter of all tangeables and untangeables in life, all explanaibles and unexplanaibles, all knowns and unkowns that are blended tenderly, softly and precicely to make One and Only Unique You to the World, to the Universe!

Oh how beautiful You are!

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